Happy Mother's Day!!!

Well this was a day I have been waiting for for a long time. Last year I was pregnant, but it hadn't quite hit me yet, nor did it seem real. Today was amazing....I can't even begin to explain what it meant. I have wanted to be able to celebrate this day for a long time and it felt so amazing to finally have it be real. My 2 little girls are such blessings and I feel so honored to be their mom. I just hope that I can be as good of a mom to my children as my mom has and is to me! So much of who I am is because of her.

Today was also bittersweet...going through IF has changed me, as I know how much this day can also hurt. My heart still aches for those who want and deserve so badly to be mothers and aren't. I still have a hard time understanding why....especially as I watch someone so dear to me going through it...someone who deserves more than anything in this world to be a mother. I heard this quote once and it is just written so perfectly...

"Your God is big, and He has a plan for you.  One day you'll see... that plan will call you mommy"